Yes, bitch….and?
SO SLEEPY.
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WHAT’S MY NAME.
Rihanna is so inspiring LMAO
HILA.RI.OUS!!!!
Awesome…
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![Consulted with two precincts. They were both in two separate states.
Told both officers about the prior threat both through e-mail and the phone - which happens to be aggravated assault.
Precinct #1: You seem to have just reason to believe, I would go into your city and report it.
Precinct #2: The detectives can’t do much because you didn’t report it when it happened. Officer: Why didn’t you report it? Me: Because I forgave him.
Posting this, is not about revenge, like my blog says: When No Listens… Blog. Trust me, if I really wanted revenge there is so much I could say and post that I haven’t. This is about someone that I always protected, no matter what, who decided to call the police and misinform them. Even though my reason for contacting him was to clear up what happened. This person has smeared my name, so I am speaking my peace how I can.
Why didn’t you take his “suicide attempt” seriously? Because of the conversation above, Might I add that I was being calm the entire time and this [the above] is what I was greeted with.
Learn from my mistakes. When someone threatens you in such a vicious manner, leave them alone. That’s not love and that’s not an accident. Threatening to take something away or not going somewhere or telling a parent something is completely different from trying to pin murder or someone.](http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lg4e43YfdT1qgkacao1_1280.png)
Consulted with two precincts. They were both in two separate states.
Told both officers about the prior threat both through e-mail and the phone - which happens to be aggravated assault.
Precinct #1: You seem to have just reason to believe, I would go into your city and report it.
Precinct #2: The detectives can’t do much because you didn’t report it when it happened. Officer: Why didn’t you report it? Me: Because I forgave him.
Posting this, is not about revenge, like my blog says: When No Listens… Blog. Trust me, if I really wanted revenge there is so much I could say and post that I haven’t. This is about someone that I always protected, no matter what, who decided to call the police and misinform them. Even though my reason for contacting him was to clear up what happened. This person has smeared my name, so I am speaking my peace how I can.
Why didn’t you take his “suicide attempt” seriously? Because of the conversation above, Might I add that I was being calm the entire time and this [the above] is what I was greeted with.
Learn from my mistakes. When someone threatens you in such a vicious manner, leave them alone. That’s not love and that’s not an accident. Threatening to take something away or not going somewhere or telling a parent something is completely different from trying to pin murder or someone.
GOING TO THE GRAMMYS
Good things happen when you finally rid yourself of dead weight.
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Wandering I
When someone is truly in love, they see no one else but that person. I’m guilty of that.
I’ve talked to a lot of men in my life and I do mean a lot, but it would never get past that. Why? Because I get bored. Or they turn out to be players or psycho and sometimes a little of both.
I need mental stimulation to keep things alive and if I can’t get that, I get bored.
I’m like a rubix cube- Interesting, complex, hard to figure out at first but once you get into the groove of figuring me out you become intrigued. Not conceited, just what I have been told.
Due to current events, I am often asked the following:
Why are you not married or with someone?
Well I spent my youth waiting. A “MAN” ASKED (even though things seemingly fall out of his head every now and then) me to wait and I believed him. Ultimately, I chose to wait for someone who never really existed.
Is that the only reason?
No. I admit that I have bad taste in men.
How so?
Well, I normally go for guys who need to be fixed. Or guys who still want to play the field. Or guys who want me to wait until they get themselves together. True story, all the guys I have ever had legit feelings for fall into one or two of those categories.
Well Why is that?
Because I like… no love, helping people. I’m a nurturing person by nature, so it’s in my blood sort of speak. I’m the motherly type and I depend on myself, so in essence I go for people who need me.
Have you ever had a boyfriend take care of you?
HA! What does that mean? Having a guy take care of me is like trying to find a unicorn. I normally go for guys who need to be taken care of. I have two male friends who always look out for me and I love them dearly, but it just wasn’t there.To be honest, if I could have returned the feelings, I would have, but can’t force matters of the heart. To be honest, my idea of a guy taking care of me is showing me love and affection, I don’t need the materialistic things.
Aren’t you tired of being taken advantage of?
My genuine friends and family do not do that. It’s because of those people why I love who I am. I allowed people to take advantage of me.
Why were you loyal to a man you weren’t with?
Many people won’t understand but here is my thinking. If you love someone, and I mean genuinely love them, how can you sleep or date other people? You’re in-love so how can you even look over the fence when you already see what you want in your back yard. I’m a loyal woman, even to those who don’t deserve it.
Are you dating now?
I was talking to a guy for awhile. He was older, but his mentality is comparable to a 20 year old. It was a turn-off and I got bored. So I stopped answering his texts.I have always had options, I just chose not to pursue them.
What if this dude comes back?
I know him and I know a few months down the line, he will be filled with regret. Might even be a few years. I only see him coming back as a way to infiltrate my life and make sure I keep my mouth closed (his words enemies closer than friends). He’s gone I’m sure. I’m also sure he’s telling his sob story to any female who will listen.
“Break Free of the Strings That Bind Us” (No sexual connotation)
Accept The Unacceptable
Question: She accepted his flaws initially, why did she get sick of them all of a sudden?
Answer: Flaws and ill-treatment of another person are two separate entities. All humans have flaws, so who was she to judge? The flaws never bothered her. There were things said in confidence that were never uttered to another human being.What bothered her was his justification of ill-treatment due to the hand that life had dealt him.
She was damned from the beginning and often pegged and placed in a category of people who had done things she would have never done.
Oddly enough, the people this man claimed to hate were the people he spent his time with, dated and treated better than her-or so it appeared to the outside world.
A human can’t say they care about another human being and treat them as though they belonged in a garbage can.
There were promises made constantly and then broken on a whim. Ill-treatment got to her, not flaws.
Question: Why focus on past mistakes and not the future?
Very true. Anyone can put the past in the past, when those said incidents ARE actually in the past.
However this wasn’t the case for these two individuals.
When someone does something that mirrors a past incident or mistake, then the past becomes present. One cannot say sorry and actually mean it, when they do the same thing over and over again.
Question: Why did this person accept being ill-treated for so long?
She believed he could change.
She believed he would change.
She didn’t want to be one of those people who abandoned him.
Did she know better? Yes, but she was taught never to turn her back on someone she cared about.
She assumed he had a tough time vocalizing his thoughts. But it soon became apparent that, that was the line she was fed. Soon notes to others showed different. Whether or not those words of adulation, lust, love, and admiration are true, still remains to be seen. It was those discoveries that led to her “wake-up.”
A personal blog filled with true events, issues, ordeals and ventures. The subject matter written within this blog are scattered memories, events and occurrences that have happened through the course of the author's life. Most, if not all of these, entries will be made into a personal memoir.
